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Older journal entries
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September 23–25, 2005 — Foreign languages
September 1–22, 2005 — Finally, a career
August 1–31, 2005 — The toxic kind
June 30–July 31, 2005 — Battered limbs
June 29, 2005 — Powdered bleach
May 20–June 28, 2005 — Just because I’m falling
February 19–May 19, 2005 — Choices you’ve made
February 19–May 19, 2005 — Skinned knees
February 19–May 19, 2005 — Waiting for sleep
January 22–February 18, 2005 — Hash before television
January 1–March 2, 2005 — Pronouncing out laughter
November 1–December 31, 2004 — Headfirst
November 1–December 31, 2004 — Aging
November 1–December 31, 2004 — Two-toned hair
October 20–31, 2004 — Symptoms
October 18–19, 2004 — Constellations
October 4–17, 2004 — Body parts
October 3, 2004 — Exacerbation
September 27–October 2, 2004 — Afraid to know
September 24–26, 2004 — Other people’s parties
September 13–23, 2004 — Enumerating poultry
September 5–12, 2004 — Cuts and bruises
August 26–September 4, 2004 — Sleep
August 22–25, 2004 — Endless times six
August 4–21, 2004 — You think you’re talking
July 15–August 3, 2004 — Our little disasters
July 1–31, 2004 — Malformed queries
April 1–June 30, 2004 — Different rooms
February 1–June 30, 2004 — Last trains
February 1–June 30, 2004 — Starting fights
February 1–28, 2004 — Bicycle accidents
January 2–31, 2004 — Persistence
January 1, 2004 — Like a penny
December 23–31, 2003 — It sure was a night
November 27–December 22, 2003 — It’s all I’ve got
October 24–November 26, 2003 — Just descend
October 5–24, 2003 — Don’t wanna be wondering
September 8–October 4, 2003 — Waiting for me
August 25–September 7, 2003 — Choosing poorly
August 18–24, 2003 — I told you to leave me
August 11–17, 2003 — A different sort of vacation
August 1–10, 2003 — Self-interest
July 25–31, 2003 — Every failing feeling
June 21–July 10, 2003 — Wayward distractions
June 8–20, 2003 — The truth is it’s myself
June 3–7, 2003 — Please come out
May 20–June 2, 2003 — Making this end
May 12–19, 2003 — Like barnacles on a boat
May 7–11, 2003 — Between the lines in the road
May 1–3, 2003 — Doing nothing and not making anything
April 27–30, 2003 — Monuments and steeples
April 26–27, 2003 — Through the breakdowns
April 22–25, 2003 — Maybe we’ll just stay here
April 18–21, 2003 — I want to go back to sleep
April 9–13, 2003 — Running in circles
March 20–April 18, 2003 — Confusing time lines
March 11–19, 2003 — Like snow, like gold
March 8–10, 2003 — Got to go to work
March 4–7, 2003 — This is why I will be leaving
February 25–March 3, 2003 — Gone Toobin’
February 2–24, 2003 — Let’s dance while we still can
January 18–February 1, 2003 — This feeling used to pass
January 14–17, 2003 — Leave the rest behind
January 5–13, 2003 — Going nowhere, going nowhere
December 23, 2002–January 3, 2003 — Acute tonsillitis
December 1–22, 2002 — The moral pitfalls of bookbinding
November 15–30, 2002 — Anything to get me through the day
November 11–14, 2002 — Lives I’ve tried to lead
October 18–December 18, 2002 — These corrosives do their magic
October 11–17, 2002 — Lying wide awake
October 5–10, 2002 — Winter coats and mouse droppings
October 4, 2002 — I like the abuse
October 1–3, 2002 — Talking with strangers
September 28–30, 2002 — Can’t concentrate when I’m at work
September 21–27, 2002 — Of mice and dental hygiene
September 15–20, 2002 — Significant fractions
July 29–September 14, 2002 — Death and Taxes
July 27–28, 2002 — Show your age
July 17–26, 2002 — Music that reminds me of you
July 15–16, 2002 — A part that I could understand
July 12–14, 2002 — All alone at last
June 26–July 12, 2002 — An uncertain memory
June 16–25, 2002 — Notes towards a mental breakdown
June 13–15, 2002 — Don’t panic
June 9–12, 2002 — To be above reproach
May 29–June 8, 2002 — Don’t believe in why
May 22–28, 2002 — A few little secrets
May 14–21, 2002 — Self-medicated
April 21–May 9, 2002 — Oh, priorities!
April 19–20, 2002 — Is it safer now?
April 13–18, 2002 — Calling in my debts
April 3–12, 2002 — Don’t pretend you care
March 29–April 2, 2002 — Without looking outside
March 25–28, 2002 — Slipping on dry floors
March 20–24, 2002 — Insert duplicate title here
March 15–19, 2002 — Waiting to be caught
March 12–14, 2002 — Destroying the balance I’d kept
March 11, 2002 — Expires six months from purchase
March 10, 2002 — A dazzling red glare
March 8–9, 2002 — Partial to life without
March 1–6, 2002 — Maybe just a minute
February 20–28, 2002 — Lacking in resolve
February 18–19, 2002 — The reasons why you stayed
February 13–17, 2002 — Let me pretend
February 8–12, 2002 — To scratch a man to death
February 7, 2002 — A delicate balance
February 6–7, 2002 — Not so far from here
January 31–February 5, 2002 — Overlapping and bleeding together
January 30, 2002 — What you never did
January 24–29, 2002 — Another day back
January 18–23, 2002 — Getting my story straight
January 16–17, 2002 — This ain’t working anymore
January 12–15, 2002 — Things come together
January 9–11, 2002 — My favourite plans
January 5–8, 2002 — No shortage of euphemisms
January 1–4, 2002 — Cold floors and medieval swords
December 27–30, 2001 — One more day until what?
December 26, 2001 — Solutions to problems that don’t exist
December 18–25, 2001 — A week at home
December 15–17, 2001 — Wide-eyed and on the lookout
December 13–14, 2001 — A lesson in stamp recycling
December 8–12, 2001 — The disease that you give
December 5–7, 2001 — I feel much better now, thanks
December 3–4, 2001 — Singing dogs and Lieutenant Worf
December 1–2, 2001 — Expensive staplers and short days
November 30, 2001 — It takes so long to fall asleep
November 27–29, 2001 — When the days go too quickly
November 24–26, 2001 — There was nothing that I ever wanted more
November 21–23, 2001 — Living an empty life
November 14–20, 2001 — A bad decision or two
November 10–13, 2001 — Not remembering to cut away from my fingers
November 8–9, 2001 — It’s good to bleed a little
November 6–7, 2001 — On the morality of fake meat
November 3–5, 2001 — Not remembering to plug the phone back in
November 1–2, 2001 — Unemployed, but in good spirits
October 30–31, 2001 — The devil will find work for idle hands to do
October 29, 2001 — The joys of online typography
October 25–28, 2001 — Catching the last train home
October 24, 2001 — Washing dishes at midnight
October 23, 2001 — The ice cold vise that grips my head
October 19–22, 2001 — Leaving as soon as I get paid
October 16–18, 2001 — And all I ever say now is goodbye
October 11–15, 2001 — It's telling, isn't it?
October 9–10, 2001 — People who don't care if I live or die
October 5–8, 2001 — Unhealthy eating and Thanksgiving
October 3–4, 2001 — Hoping the rest of me is on its way back
October 1–2, 2001 — New words for old desires
September 29–30, 2001 — The longest nights
September 27–28, 2001 — Never for the right reasons
September 23–27, 2001 — Humane behavior and questionable decisions
September 21–22, 2001 — Smells like victory
September 18–20, 2001 — Being a drug mule is stupid
September 16–17, 2001 — An end to taking the bad with the good
September 14–15, 2001 — Picking you out of the crowd
September 13, 2001 — We lived like we could never die
September 12, 2001 — We now return to regularly scheduled programming
August 1–September 11, 2001 — The month and week that weren't
July 31–August 19, 2001 — An interlude regarding unplanned vacations
July 28–30, 2001 — The KrazyFest entry, part two
July 25–27, 2001 — The KrazyFest entry, part one
July 19–24, 2001 — The only thing that we have
July 16–18, 2001 — I was only joking when I said...
July 10–15, 2001 — "But she doesn't even LIKE me!"
July 3–9, 2001 — And this week...
June 28–July 2, 2001 — Let's talk about someone else
June 25–27, 2001 — I don't have any sense of time
June 18–24, 2001 — Every hour wounds; the last one kills
June 14–17, 2001 — With little faith in human goodness
June 13, 2001 — That's what they say when we're together
June 7–12, 2001 — Did it have to come to this?
June 5–6, 2001 — I'm scared you might drown me
June 4, 2001 — The things that bring us together
May 29–June 3, 2001 — In a different world
May 24–26, 2001 — We all love to see our name in print
May 22–23, 2001 — There's no convincing you
May 17–21, 2001 — Well aren't you lucky
May 16, 2001 — Not too long now
May 15, 2001 — These pleasures a wayward distraction
May 14, 2001 — A dreadful routine
April 29–May 13, 2001 — Exaggerated rumours of death (not necessarily mine)
April 22–27, 2001 — Exams and lethargy
April 19, 20, 21, and 28, 2001 — Exhaustion (and some better things)
April 16–18, 2001 — Skateboards and razorblades
April 16–28, 2001 — Procrastination: an overview
April 13–15, 2001 — But if I hold my breath, I at least see stars
April 10–12, 2001 — Of straight edge and the grotesque body
April 8–9, 2001 — And other things I've learned today
April 6–7, 2001 — I will mimic you from my cage
April 4–5, 2001 — It's my turn to feel fine
April 3, 2001 — Don't talk to strangers
April 1–2, 2001 — Virgin screwdrivers and broken glass
March 30–31, 2001 — I'll grab it and smash it
March 28–29, 2001 — Looking forward to your suffering
March 26–27, 2001 — I know it seems that I don't care
March 24–25, 2001 — When that glow surrounds you
March 22–23, 2001 — The silence we sat through
March 21, 2001 — This little stunt of yours
March 19–20, 2001 — Welcome to the Empire State
March 16–18, 2001 — Some tormented form of alright
March 15, 2001 — A bitter kind of sad
March 13–14, 2001 — Left to blind destruction
March 11–12, 2001 — Twitch witch itch
March 8–10, 2001 — Walking across the United States
March 6–7, 2001 — All bloodied up
March 5, 2001 — I figured you'd be here
March 3–4, 2001 — Could be anyone
March 1–2, 2001 — Don't wanna be wondering
February 27–28, 2001 — Living without risk
February 24–26, 2001 — Not going to happen
February 22–23, 2001 — Plotting misunderstandings
February 20–21, 2001 — Assumed to be negligible
February 18–19, 2001 — Beaches and poetry
February 17, 2001 — Sing me to sleep
February 15–16, 2001 — To hear the lamentation of their women
February 12–14, 2001 — Best $1.75 I've ever spent
February 10–11, 2001 — Partial progress, sort of
February 9, 2001 — Aspirations and dead-ends
February 8, 2001 — Those things you said you'd never do
February 6–7, 2001 — Now I kiss her on the cheek
February 5, 2001 — This side of you
February 3, 2001 — Happiness is such hard work
February 2, 2001 — In our own way
January 31–February 1, 2001 — Only when she lets me
January 30, 2001 — To a soggy Wednesday morning
January 27–29, 2001 — So, about that...
January 24–25, 2001 — A little game that I made up
January 23, 2001 — Aiming at Internet fame...
January 22, 2001 — Another wasted breath
January 21, 2001 — I hate every ape I see...
January 20, 2001 — Can't even catch your eye
January 19, 2001 — When carnies flirt
January 18, 2001 — Up and down, round and round...
January 17, 2001 — Wish I never saw sunshine, part two
January 16, 2001 — Not worth bragging about
January 15, 2001 — A consistent effort
January 10–13, 2001 — Jump, kick, punch
January 7–9, 2001 — Back strain
January 6, 2001 — Low blood-sugar and typos
January 3–5, 2001 — Makes you feel wonderfully bland
January 2, 2001 — I knew it would end this way
December 31, 2000–January 1, 2001 — Once more around the sun
December 30, 2000 — Wish I never saw sunshine
December 28–29, 2000 — ...and worth fighting for
December 17–25, 2000 — Responding badly to criticism
December 17–20, 2000 — Tori Amos and minor incidents
December 13–14, 2000 — All I want for Christmas is to be Elijah Wood
December 10–12, 2000 — Plastic bags for socks: and how
December 9, 2000 — Or maybe it was my shoes
December 7–8, 2000 — Tired of sex
December 5–6, 2000 — Getting fat and being emo
December 3–4, 2000 — And the worst is yet to come
December 2, 2000 — One two, two, two zero zero zero
December 1, 2000 — A productive use of my time
November 27–29, 2000 — One night doesn't mean...
November 26, 2000 — Unconditional love
November 23–25, 2000 — Needless to say
November 22, 2000 — Because it's not worth it
November 20–21, 2000 — 45 minutes of oft-interrupted bliss
November 16–19, 2000 — Back where we started
November 16–17, 2000 — Fuck you, Internet Explorer
November 15, 2000 — Out in the open
November 13–14, 2000 — Far past the point of this
November 11–12, 2000 — Learn by your mistakes
November 10, 2000 — Regret and disappointment, but not so bad in the end
November 9, 2000 — The grossest story ever and a waste of time (kind of)
November 7–8, 2000 — Priorities?
November 5–6, 2000 — This isn't the way we planned...
November 3–4, 2000 — People love machines
November 2, 2000 — My ears turn red when I panic
October 31–November 1, 2000 — And I could win over acting cool
October 30, 2000 — There's a beautiful sky tonight
October 29, 2000 — Still asking
October 28, 2000 — Bleak, uncertain and beautiful
October 27, 2000 — Why do I bother?
October 26, 2000 — How to thoroughly waste a day...
October 24–25, 2000 — Is one more minute going to kill you now?
October 23, 2000 — Stop me before I say too much (part three)
October 20–22, 2000 — The most social weekend ever!
October 19, 2000 — Cinnamic acid and the meaning of life
October 18, 2000 — Peer pressure
October 17, 2000 — Makes me sad to think
October 16, 2000 — Not having that which, having, makes them short
October 13–14, 2000 — Apathy is for suckers
October 12, 2000 — Skeletor versus Radiohead
October 10–11, 2000 — Seventeen hours in bed
October 5–8, 2000 — Face value
October 3–4, 2000 — Cold sweat, hallucinations, bland food
October 2, 2000 — ICQ boycotts and Kid A
October 1, 2000 — Best month ever
September 30, 2000 — Dreams of X-Entertainment
September 29, 2000 — Camping and other perversions
September 28, 2000 — Sleep took everything I had
September 27, 2000 — How did she do it?
September 26, 2000 — Thom Yorke will be the death of me
September 25, 2000 — Spinach on pizza: the verdict
September 23–24, 2000 — Filling up on chocolate milk
September 22, 2000 — But it's just a tribute
September 21, 2000 — On the meaning of sloth
September 19–20, 2000 — Please don't let me hit the ground
September 18, 2000 — You put me through hell
September 17, 2000 — Behind already
September 16, 2000 — "You always look so happy"
September 15, 2000 — Gregovision
September 13–14, 2000 — Fragments
September 12, 2000 — University makes us stupider
September 11, 2000 — Stop me before I say too much (Part two)
September 9–10, 2000 — Greg in the big city, or...
September 9, 2000 — Andrew in the big city
September 8, 2000 — Low-quality images...
September 7, 2000 — Masonic rituals and cynicism
September 6, 2000 — This could be my lucky day
September 5, 2000 — Don't cheer, don't smile, don't fuck
September 3–4, 2000 — The longest journal ever
September 2, 2000 — 120 CDs and a box of books
August 31, 2000 — Ten twelve-gauge needles later...
August 29, 2000 — Programmer burnout
August 27–28, 2000 — Disappointing myself
August 26, 2000 — If only I knew
August 24, 2000 — Is this thing on?
August 22, 2000 — A message from Down Under
August 21, 2000 — Stop me before I say too much
August 20, 2000 — "I keep remembering the day...
August 18–19, 2000 — Greg the Jerk, part two
August 18, 2000 — It's a beautiful day
August 17, 2000 — Only cool kids wear retainers
August 15–16, 2000 — Soaking in carcinogens
August 14, 2000 — I'll kill you for this, Bill!
August 13, 2000 — I certainly hope not
August 12, 2000 — Do we really trust our parents?
August 11, 2000 — I feel like an IKEA store prop
August 10, 2000 — Get lyrics for all these or die
August 9, 2000 — Anticlimactic
August 7, 2000 — Dr. Barometric Pressure
August 6, 2000 — Not applicable
August 5, 2000 — They'll always be cubicles to me
August 4, 2000 — anti-greg radio
August 3, 2000 — Ad campaigns for dummies
August 2, 2000 — Caveat Emptor
August 1, 2000 — The antisocial socialite
July 31, 2000 — Sleep deprivation catches up
July 30, 2000 — My sister the cowgirl
July 29, 2000 — RSIs and swingsets
July 28, 2000 — Friday the thirteenth
July 26, 2000 — Dancing onto bridges
July 25, 2000 — This is your life...
July 24, 2000 — Rotting leaves and apple juice
July 23, 2000 — Bad coding strikes again
July 21–22, 2000 — Greg versus the fuzz
July 20, 2000 — Misplaced excitement over course selection
July 19, 2000 — Black, blue, or red
July 18, 2000 — When forgotten crushes attack
July 17, 2000 — Hellishly boring and useless
July 16, 2000 — An excess of digressions
July 15, 2000 — Everything seems to fall through in retrospect
July 14, 2000 — Not having my act together
July 13, 2000 — Making up for the bad ones
July 12, 2000 — Things I learned this week
July 11, 2000 — Even I'm not sure what I meant
July 10, 2000 — Stupid Greg-isms
July 9, 2000 — It was like this once?
July 8, 2000 — Having my wishes vetoed by my body
July 7, 2000 — No longer susceptible to horrible days
July 6, 2000 — Things come together
July 5, 2000 — Completely and utterly unenthused
July 4, 2000 — Ninja Tutles outfits and Jem wigs
July 3, 2000 — More empty promises
July 2, 2000 — Buying clothes I'll never wear
July 1, 2000 — Dropping names until there's nowhere to stand
June 30, 2000 — That certainly didn't age well
June 29, 2000 — That's simply unbeatable, cookie-wise
June 28, 2000 — In search of kid socks
June 27, 2000 — Still sensitive to the criticism of strangers
June 26, 2000 — Nothing ever works out as planned
June 25, 2000 — Dreams that don't come true
June 24, 2000 — Excessive use of the first-person
June 23, 2000 — My most wasted day of the year
June 22, 2000 — An end to high school, but really this time
June 21, 2000 — Remnants of nervous breakdowns
June 20, 2000 — Dying a quick death
June 19, 2000 — Seven years of puritanism
June 17–18, 2000 — 916 pounds of water
June 16, 2000 — "Don't sell yourself short"
June 15, 2000 — Seeds growing into flowers
June 14, 2000 — My last day of high school
June 13, 2000 — On my need for therapy
June 12, 2000 — Shyness can stop you
June 11, 2000 — Further evidence that I shouldn't drive
June 10, 2000 — Seeing things explode
June 9, 2000 — The pleasures a wayward distraction
June 8, 2000 — It's all falling apart
June 7, 2000 — A bitter and cynical blur
June 6, 2000 — Manufacturing artificially interesting experiences
June 5, 2000 — The sun never sets where I want it to
June 4, 2000 — A fruitful day's work
June 3, 2000 — The best prom ever
June 2, 2000 — Another waste of a journal entry
June 1, 2000 — Cigarettes for kids and football helmets
May 31, 2000 — Reading subtitles backwards
May 30, 2000 — Talking about you behing your back
May 29, 2000 — Throwing molotov cocktails at the boat
May 25–28, 2000 — My perception of humanity
May 24, 2000 — A waste of a journal entry
May 23, 2000 — A long and unproductive seven years
May 20–22, 2000 — The real world is never as easy
May 18–19, 2000 — Dances next to prisons: irony abounds
May 17–18, 2000 — Greg the Jerk
May 17, 2000 — My visit to the original Pita Pit (and some other minor details)
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